Oh, i just hope i'll be able to play it and thank you for your concern, my doctor said i might have ischaemic heart disease, honestly i am afraid of finding out, but i'll need to soon enough, so that's why i probably won't live long to witness it, anyway, life's too short to waste
Im sorry, it sucks that you're going through health stuff. I empathize with having to go through a lot of health scares since I have chronic illnesses while having health anxiety and health phobias.
I hope I'm not being a busybody but--If nobody has told you yet, you'll be okay no matter what happens. You'll be okay and you'll figure out new ways to tackle this with your doctor. Don't jump to the immediate scary thoughts. Also something that helps me is writing out questions and answering them. It calms my health nerves. Ex: "what are you afraid of?", "Is that fear grounded in my current reality?", "Am I currently safe?", "What can't I control right now?", "What DO I have control over at this moment?".
I hope you'll get some good news and heal up asap so you can read more IFs! I'm cheering you on! ❤️
This was honestly the most encouraging and comforting words I have heard in a while, believe me when I tell you that this is all I needed to keep going through this, and you're right I might not be at my best right now, but I'll manage I'll find a way to get through this hopefully and I think the key to actually doing that is finding out whether I have it or not, I've been so scared for a really long while to find out and honestly I think I just need to face it no matter what life throws at me I just wish I had a shoulder to cry on, and I hope you are doing well yourself, and you're right again life is too short I have so many IF's download it and I was just too depressed to actually get to playing them, but I think I might actually get back to them because your words really gave me the strength to keep pushing through my day so thank you so much friend, i wish you the best 💚
I'm glad if my words have helped! You can always message me if you need support! I understand too cuz I don't have a support system, but just know you're not alone!
Btw Tumblr has this feature called Kokobot where you can anonymously vent/ talk about problems and worries and have the support of many people responding to you. Only positive comments are allowed and it honestly made me feel tons better. You also have the option to help others if you can. I highly recommend checking it out if you have a Tumblr acc! :)
Also I'm in full support of you doing things that make you happy. I think discovering small things that calm you down and going back to them when you feel stressed can be helpful. Like yoga, tea, weighted blankets, comfort foods/shows, games, books.
You'll be okay regardless of the outcome and I also wish you health and happiness ❤️
Again thank you so much for your support, i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart, and I didn't Tumblr had that feature! Thank you for informing me, i just happen to have a tumblr account so i'll probably check it out soon! And i would love for us to become friends, if you want to of course, and i actually joined a yoga class about 4 months ago and was pretty consistent at the gym seeing progress and everything but after finding out about my (possible) condition it was like my whole world chattered, but i am willing to come back to my healthy life style any time now, i've had things bottled up inside of me for quite a long time, it was really good to get it all out honestly, thank you listening it really means a lot to me 💚🍪
Of course, life changing events and health problems always puts a stopper on things. I had the same thing happen to me where I stopped working out and doing yoga when I had health problems. I'm definitely going to start it again soon!
Also yeah no problem! Always looking to make new friends! :3 My Tumblr name is the same as this one so feel free to follow me there as well! (Although fair warning all my art is outdated since I only just came back to Tumblr after like 6 years)