That's not what I meant. I assumed that you'd like to play a villain; this is prbly not the best game for that. Games like Ravager would fit that premise better.
I don't think that the game is preachy, if that's what worries you.
Or, hear me out, they don't want to have to make an entirely seperate game to cater to you're niche pseudo-rape fantasies or whatever it is you are expecting as opposed to just being a normal human being.
You are asking that they do double the work just to cater to YOUR moral views.