AWW FLOR thank you so much for taking the time to read my incredibly long ramble 😭😭😭 And SEE I have to spread Pygmalion slander...
And yes, 🤔 while I think it brought me some comfort, being in a community where I didn't need to be traditionally feminine, I think it also exposed me to a lot of misogynistic ideologies 😅 It took me a while before I realized "Hey, maybe me thinking that 'girly' things are childish and dumb is just... internalized misogyny???" And that feeling of "not wanting to be like the other girls" is also rooted in that feeling of "just not wanting to be a woman." (I'm a lot more comfortable now, thankfully, in enjoying whatever/expressing myself however I like 🙏)
Again, thank you so much for playing and leaving your thoughts, I really loved reading them 😭 (and they partially inspired me to make this post, as I had a lot of lingering thoughts after the release!)