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This game changed my life holy shit. My friend made me play it and I wasn't expecting much, but I ended up sobbing my eyes out multiple times on call while I played. 2 times I cried so hard I gagged.
The friend in question is friends with someone who apparently play-tested the game for ya, so maybe my dramatics have already been brought to your attention, lol.

also.. LUPIN III REFERENCE? MY SPECIAL INTEREST MENTIONED BY GENZOU? That alone almost brought be to tears. Carrot, never feel bad about putting silly references in your games, I am living proof that someone out there will love it.

Without spoiling anything: I really relate to Gidget the most, and even though She's not EXACTLY what I am, it's still the closest most accurate and deep representation of that general group I've ever seen. The feelings and thoughts she expresses are on point, as well as the symbolism and metaphors. The game basically called me out.

This was more than a game, it was an experience. Right now I've searched the internet and found maybe 7 pieces of fanart and 10 fanfictions, and I've created a discord server to find more Our Wonderland fans and so far have 2 members besides myself. This game deserves way more fans than it has right now, I'm gonna do my best to spread the word. I don't have twitter, but Carrot, if you're reading this, thank you for making this game. 

I often feel like my life is as good as over as a 19-year-old (almost 20 in a few months) who hasn't made any kind of popular groundbreaking genre-defining media yet, I feel like I should just give up art. I already gave up my lifelong dream of becoming an artist and instead I'm in college for normal job stuff and can't turn back now (tons of debt). I've always wanted to make a visual novel or a game or some kind of interactive media and tell a story, but I feel like everything's been done and I really am embarrassingly defeatist about my own mortality, life, and what I'll leave behind. 

This game was so utterly just.. AWESOME, that it makes me (...jealous. but also) slightly hopeful that maybe I'll be able to do something similar one day. obviously not as good as this, though. 

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Hi, as a 19 yo myself, I REALLY have to agree with you omfg. And for some reason, this game made me feel better about growing up. Less scared, in a way?

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haha, that's fantastic!

It made me a bit hopeful, but also a bit hopeless and underachieving.. so, all in all, just really hollow and envious that someone was able to put such complicated feelings that nobody has ever taken seriously from me into such a beautiful visual novel. like.. If I were to relate it back to the game somehow- I'm pretty sure the life I'm living and the timeline I'm in would be the first/original one, where they do everything for the first time in their lives, making mistakes and living with them and carrying the burdens of their choices into adulthood. Except there is no wonderland in real life, and I won't get to restart and correct my mistakes and live a better life. I won't get to live in a queer platonic relationship with a british butler and a greasy businessman (lol), I'm going to be desperately job searching, probably selling my body, and trying to do what I can with the womanly figure I was born in, because it's far too late for me to transition and enjoy life as a man (not to mention the reason I want to be a man is not scientifically possible to achieve yet). I guess if anything it's a pretty comforting glance into how things will continue to go for me, so it won't be a surprise at least. 


or not idk maybe I'm just more hopeless now than when I wrote that comment. 

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I honestly understand what you mean. Finding media like this is always so bittersweet to me. I feel so connected to the characters and I can't stop thinking about it day and night. But at the same time, the pain. The pain is real, and the game gets it. It is extremely difficult to exist, for such a wide amount of different reasons, and we're all just doing our best to hold on and be something. I honestly wish you luck with your journey through life and I hope you will find your way into this mess. Nothing is lost, you're here. You got this. Whatever happens, you're here, making your way through things the best you can.