On one hand, I think it's unbelievable that you've put together a whole album for this. Kudos to you, and much love and respect. Even though I will probably need some antidepressants after listening to the whole thing, I must say, the sound is very consistent, and with good speakers or headphones, the quality of some samples used in this are insanely good, especially in the lower bands. When that bass striked full-on for the first time, it gave me shivers. On the other hand, I am not sure what story this album is trying to tell, starting all mystical, then ending in total devastation like that, without any mentionable shimmer of light in between. So this is ultimately the expression of unfathomable sadness, which I normally refuse to consume, but honor as piece of art in this context. This is a wonderful example for transforming something dark into something else, that enables others to really experience that darkness for themselves, challening them to enjoy the difficult listening experience. Remarkable artistic job.