Hi justaonegirl,
My symptoms started to be alot like the same respiratory illness I got back in October where I was like sick for a month so it kind of scared me into bed for a few days and forced rest. I slept a lot and I think I'm finally going back to work today and hopefully won't be sick for a prolonged period this time.
I think katnir's comments are not bad also, but probably just hit him hard because as you say, he tries to hide this percieved weakness of himself. Words hit close to home hit hardest? I ended up doodling Lor sitting over in the same corner, (like it's a corner of shame or self doubt, which Lor probably spends a lot of time there as he's his own worst critic without any forum comments) he was surprised to see confident, head strong rogues self reflecting lol.
I think of priests' weakness/clash against rogue from a interpersonal way that priests are so focused on cooperation and greater good (often at their own sacrifice) so rogues would definitely exploit that. (Even Jonas who can seem brutal at times, is still more big picture wellness and caring/cooperative and self sacrificing, as he was one of the original architects of the gods. Eve was one who opposed the creation of the gods, so they were enemies in their old dragon days but that's long long time ago so they don't really care about that disagreement anymore. Lol. Now he acts against the gods he created because he cant get himself to betray Ashur+ eves beautiful friendship so his empathy/sympathy overcomes his old reasoning) I can image irreverent rogues ignoring priests guidance on the ground that they're too idealistic and trusting " sure, sir priest. Why don't you go pray for us." (Priests are in some ways some of the most powerful characters in the world, though not so much in direct battle. More like soft power?)