ım glad you feel better yayy! 0w0 resting is always good option for sickness.
oh yes, ı guess the vision he actually wanted to be seen Vs how people truly saw thorough him made some good damage :') ouch.
aww poor Lor ;w; ı guess ı cant say ım surprised because that feels like exactly something he would do ;w; self reflecting can be good ıf ı speak generally but at this rate ı feel like he is literally replaying every single thing he did in the day and criticize himself on every small detail.
OO in my mind for some reason ı felt like more trusting on Jonas than Eve even with he literally answered me brutally when ı asked him ''what ıf ı oppose you?''. Of course ı would like to think Eve is not too bad too as she seems like a character who lacks empathy, yet she can also learn things from experience. I guess ıf ı would portray Jonas and Eve, Jonas look like some intimating dragon which actually has protective instinct over everything, and Eve is more like something looks super bubbly and like colorful with some possible ticking time bomb standing inside of it. will it explode? well who knows 0w0;; (she felt like that in her all bond talkings lol but after winning the fight on old one's side her attidute somehow felt softer ı guess ı passed some invisible test ı wasnt aware of) Although ı could easily see how Jonas was actually alot caring towards humans. Eve is someone who is kind of behind him on that regard. At first ı thought maybe she simply didn't have any empathy towards humans and saw unnecessary to have such feeling too. but in one of her talks she was actually venting about how she doesnt want to be ''god'' because wishes of others since things can get out of the hand easily. so ı thought maybe she actually tried her best at first but perhaps things she witnessed made her deciding to turn her heart cold agaisnt humans? Or perhaps she just got tired of it and people's stubbornness annoyed her ^^; now tho since she seems like understanding the perspective of human more she was more open to ''development of the world'' idea. unless she gets disappointed on that though. I guess her human memories gave made her decide to think other side unlike her past? (I am guessing main reason is Ashur + her emotions from when she was human).
Oh well ı guess For rouges, struggles of priests trying to find a guidance from gods for everyone looks like as ıf they are some sort of dreamers who only tries to see something without trying anything? then ı guess to priests rouges are like people who jumps into every little thing without thinking about consequences. In other words: reckless XD