Penelope: PLEASE MOTHERFUCKER GET FUCKING TONY IM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, AND IM ABOUT TO DIE
Penelope: fine, if you wont get him for me, get him for Dad, hes the only one who cares about me in this whole place after all, and without my heart im going to die, and we both just want to know how much time i have left
Penelope: becuase im fucking DYING, im paralyzed, can barely speak and dont even have my fucking heart, and Daid prolly ate it by now
Penelope: i just want to know how long until i die bitch, is that to much to ask? look, YOU may not care about me, but dont you care about Colin? dont you care about anyone? or are you just a heartless phsyco like the rest of the people here? look, all i wanted was answers, all i wanted was to know if i was the cause of everyones problems
Penelope: and instead of just telling me if im not and why im not, you've all left me to think it was me and spend years swollowed in my own deppression
Penelope: so all i want to know is how long untill i feel deaths cold embrace, and feel the sweet realease of leaving this mortal plane forever, to move on to something better, or just different.............
Penelope: is that to much to ask for Melody? is that to much to ask for from someone who i care about, even if i dont show it?
Penelope: *she uses her neck head and teeth to grab a knife, and starts trying to stab herself in the neck and chest over and over, every time she comes closer and closer to killing herself*
Penelope: if no one is going to listen, or do anything about this, or give me the answer to a simple motherfucking question that ive been asking for 8 years now, then what reason do i have to stay alive, what fucking reason do i have for.....for anything?
Penelope: so bye guys, im going to miss you all, i really am, its been nice knowing everyone, including you Melody
Penelope: *she looks directly at Melody with just her eyes, the only thing she can move at this point* y'know, youve always filled my life with a beautiful, sweet.....*she fakes a laugh* whats the word again? Melody, isn't it? *she gives you a lovley smile and closes her eyes, now conpletely paralyzed, with no way to talk or open her eyes back up again*
*ok here is a question*
*HOW COME LITERALLY NOBODY CARES THAT THEYRE KID JUST DIED?????*
*or at least it LOOKS like she just died*
*i mean, EVERYBODY literally used a part of themselves to make her, so she is like blood-related to everyone here*
*and yet NOBODY CARES that she just "DIED" IN COLINS LAP??*
*i mean maybe nobody saw it but i mean David is sure as hell in the kitchen making people meat soup or something*
*Paiges room is so frickin close to the room theyre in that if she glanced out of le door she chould see this whole moment happening*
*and Malcolm just frickin knows when somethings up*
Penelope: *in her mind: i hate being the nice one around here, why couldnt i just have been like everyone else, why cant i just mind my own buisness......why couldnt i just have been stupid like Hairy (the licorice man) and the rest of them were? *sigh in her head* this is all my fault, isnt it?*
*.......* cue me trying to fucking comprihend how that works*
* just think about how the character would react to a situation*
* what emotions and response would fit this characters personality?*
Penelope: *in her mind: maybe i should die, maybe everyone would be better off without me, and even if Colin would miss me, i dont think Paige would, shes so much of a bitch and a snob, and i bet shed like one less mouth to feed*
Penelope: * and maybe David and the green one would miss me, but i dont think i showed them enough affection, and David woud enjoy eating me*
Penelope: *and *sigh* i GUESS Malcolm and the cult would miss me.....there isnt anything i can do to argue that*
Penelope: *and.....based on what i can still hear of Melody, i dont think she would miss me, i mean, we never really ever talked to each other before now, most she heard of me was what the others said while i was getting "better" at the asylum*
