I am not scared to say I might have it but I'm scared to find out if I have it.
wait so your not scared that u could get made fun of for saying that u MIGHT have something or offending other people who have it fr or you telling people and you end up not having it and then you look like a attention seeker that will also piss of people who have it but your only concern is you finding out.. the only people you should be telling about you MIGHT having that is your doc and your fam cus thats like a big deal and dont even try and use it as an excuse cus that shit pisses me of because you're saying your scared but your quick to use it as a defence people who are scared of something dont go ahead and run to the thing there scared of thats like saying ohh i'm scared of this shark and i go and swim up to it so before you try to make me seem uneducated you should watch what u say
O-O very long. Also no i am quick to use it as a defence bc I am scared of being made fun of for being uneducated even though I'm actually pretty well educated and my english teachers are proud that I'm so good at writing butttt my spelling and like that are not very good. I have just never been able to do things like spelling and such. And I'm not trying to make you seem uneducated. Again. Making a point. And I'm scared to find out bc if it's confirmed I have it. I'm scared of being made fun of for having it. Also if I don't end up having it then again I'll be made fun of. So I just don't talk about it much. And it's not an excuse it's a possibility. And yeah I'm scared but if I don't run to the thing I'm scared of there's always that fear of being made fun of.