"... He'll just try resisting.. I promised him, we'd be together after we leave this fucking place-I.. I can't just break my promise now."
".. He just.. reminds me of someone I used to know. Not know, actually. Used to love, and care for like I try to do as much with Lukas......Their... gone now.. all because of me never doing anything to make sure they were okay.."
The once held-up guard, was now.. nothing but a slightly hunched over shinsou, his eyes trailing down to the grass as well, he even sounded upset-..
"...I-I couldn't, do anything to stop what happened that day.. I couldn't do anything to make sure they didn't do something they shouldn't have-Which they did-!......I-It's my fault for remembering t-them like this, my fault for being so attached to Lukas, but what am I supposed to do about it..-?!"
"...If you had a solution, you would've said i-it to begin-!!.....I'm.. I'm s-sorry, hawks.. L-Look, I'm just.. I'm just having a damn whatever m-moment right now, and whatever idea you have.. please.. tell me-. I didn't.. mean to yell at you earlier, I was just.....-sigh-.., I'm just rambling at this point..-"