sometimes something is hot because its gratifyingly to someone else. some people like the taste texture or act. Its all up to the person giving and receiving
that's probably the reason. But I just don't feel anything when I see it. It just seems like a lot of work to make someone else feel good and you imagining how they must feel. More assuming. Maybe if it was a 69 sex scenes that would make more sense to me. But when I saw Nova and Dalilah doing it the only attractive part was their facial expressions. I was completely numb to the actual act itself. And when I got oral once IRL at the end of high school, it didn't feel good that much either. I just kept waiting. Thinking about how everyone said this act was the greatest thing other than straight up sex. But nope, I didn't feel anything. It was like staring at a wall. That is why I play these games. I trying to figure out why after all these years I can't feel passion for sex anymore. Maybe if I could I would be able to get in a relationship again.