that's probably the reason. But I just don't feel anything when I see it. It just seems like a lot of work to make someone else feel good and you imagining how they must feel. More assuming. Maybe if it was a 69 sex scenes that would make more sense to me. But when I saw Nova and Dalilah doing it the only attractive part was their facial expressions. I was completely numb to the actual act itself. And when I got oral once IRL at the end of high school, it didn't feel good that much either. I just kept waiting. Thinking about how everyone said this act was the greatest thing other than straight up sex. But nope, I didn't feel anything. It was like staring at a wall. That is why I play these games. I trying to figure out why after all these years I can't feel passion for sex anymore. Maybe if I could I would be able to get in a relationship again.