If I die, I die, I really couldnt care less, im basically dead already
From what you say, if you die, you will go to hell, ETERNAL damnation, you can avoid it, you just have to believe that Jesus is the Christ, who died for your sins, and that God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved.
Because Romans 10:9 says:
That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Snadow, one day YES OR YES you will give an account to God of what you did with your life, and God, if you did not believe in Jesus as your Savior, WILL DAMN YOU ETERNALLY.
If you believed in Jesus as your Savior, you have no condemnation, because IT IS WRITTEN, in Romans 8:1 "Now therefore, there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"
Believe the Lord Jesus, Snadow, he died for your sins, he grants you salvation, you only have to ask him for forgiveness of your sins, believe that he died on the cross, and that he rose again on the 3rd day, from that moment, you will be SAVED.
Ok, Sandow, you say you're not afraid of death, right?
Well I'll tell you something:
Death is VERY POWERFUL and could come at any moment, and tell me:
what will you do? Shoot arrows at him? Attack him with fearless sword?
That will NOT help you, death will laugh at you, and will take you with it, to HELL, with the devil, to the lake OF FIRE.
But I guess you're not afraid "and that you're not a fagot"
Tell me, when you give an account to God in the condemnatory court... what will you tell him?
"Oh, God, Nobody ever told me about your Son, I didn't know"
And do you know what God will answer you?
will tell you:
And what about when Clint Barton told you about my son? You rejected him, you did not accept him, and he spoke to you, and you tell me that no one preached to you?
"And then I will protest to them: I never knew you; depart from me, you evildoers." (Matthew 7:23)
"Then he will also say to those who will be on the left: Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and for his angels" (Matthew 25:41)
Tell Me Sandow
What will you do when you are in hell, and you realize that it is too late to accept Jesus as your Savior?
Sandow, you will not be able to justify yourself before God, no one can by himself, you say that you do not need someone to forgive your sins, and tell me:
If you were in an ocean, soon to die, and a ship dropped you a life preserver, would you accept it?
I think so, we all would.
The forgiveness of sins is the same:
You are lost in sin, but Jesus throws you a lifeline, now the decision to accept it is in you.