From what you say, if you die, you will go to hell, ETERNAL damnation, you can avoid it, you just have to believe that Jesus is the Christ, who died for your sins, and that God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved.
Because Romans 10:9 says:
That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Snadow, one day YES OR YES you will give an account to God of what you did with your life, and God, if you did not believe in Jesus as your Savior, WILL DAMN YOU ETERNALLY.
If you believed in Jesus as your Savior, you have no condemnation, because IT IS WRITTEN, in Romans 8:1 "Now therefore, there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"
Believe the Lord Jesus, Snadow, he died for your sins, he grants you salvation, you only have to ask him for forgiveness of your sins, believe that he died on the cross, and that he rose again on the 3rd day, from that moment, you will be SAVED.