Hey! I feel the same as you actually, i came here in the beginning to try and build upon my skills and create a strong portfolio but recently ive been conflicted and sort of straying away from games design, in that confusing stage. But ive made my mind up and going strong on what I know best, game design. So yeah, if you want to team up, add my discord "moemaker", and that goes for anyone else wanting to join and create a fun game!