i just downloaded the 0.62 update and i cant access penelopys character profile is that supposed to happen?
If her portrait is greyed out, you lost her path. If you want to stay on her path, you can only load an older save and change some of your decisions. Play alongside a walkthrough or with a walkthrough mod if you want to avoid this in the future.
I personally would recomment to play it through without a guide at first, exept if you lost a path, but then i would still just search after the moment you lost it and continiue by your own. You should use the guide the second or third time, it just lets you get soaked into the game a little more if you play without a guide;)