Take care of yourself Katana. Forget about us and the game. Think of yourself! If you need to take a break, do so. Your loyal followers will still be here when you come back.
As a guy with the heart/emotions of a girl and the muscles/physique of a walking stick, I can't tell you how much flack I have received and how many friends I've lost over the years. I understand the way the darkness can afflict you and color your social interactions.
I'll be praying for you - and sending positivity your way -but please take care of yourself. I may not know you as a person, but I don't think anyone should suffer alone - so I hope you remember there's at least one other person out here rooting for you.
Trust me, we all need someone to root for us. Even if we don't know how to show it or how to find someone to stand with us...
*salutes Katana*
*Heads back into the loneliness that is the darkness of his soul*