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It will come when it's done, but yes, I still plan to qrite the second chapter :)

Thank you!

There will be, eventually :) I have parts of it written, but no schedule planned tbh, and given that this game was created during a week-long and quite surprising burst of horny flow I can't really give any dates. But when the stars align, I will put it here!

Thanks for the info, will look into it! Do you maybe have a print screen of the exact moment?

I feel like it is said VERY clearly in all the disclaimers that this is the experience you'll get here.

Thanks!

That would be a willpower boost! :D I might add it some day, it fits the narrative ;)

Thanks! The second part is in the works (i.e. I think about finishing it often)!

Thanks! Glad you liked it :D

I absolutely see your point, however female characters becoming submissive is simply not my kink, it turns me off immediately, and when I'm turned off I don't write smut ;)

As for the judge and the goons - they're one-dimentional by design, the whole point of this fantasy is, how do I put this, narrative power subversion? The only multidimensional character is the protagonist, the men here exist only to be cruel assholes for the player's pleasure ;) The victim is the only person the narrative sees as human, the abusers are dehumanized tools. That's just the way I like my porn ;)

Thanks for the comment, it's great to talk about this game :D

Whoa, this is such a hot premise!

Thank you, it was really sweet and honest. And important.

I loved listening to this!

Thank you :)

Thanks! For the comment,  for playing, and especially for stopping when you did; I hope it didn't upset you too much.

Nah, I'm pretty sure I could handle myself if someone was giving me hard time for this game (especially from the safety of this account). It would be shitty nevertheless ;)

And thanks :) The whole point of this kind of noncon content is focusing on the humanity and dignity of the person being abused. It's frankly fascinating to explore the gap between the, erm, plot and the narrative, when in the plot the MC is being humiliated and stripped of her personhood, and in the narrative she is actually the only person who counts in the story and the men are just tools. And this gap is where half of the fun lies.

And then there is of course the design question of player agency and writing the choices that matter in a situation where agency is taken away from the protagonist.

Seriously, this project was/is so intellectually engaging for me, I wish I could write an essay on it :D

So sweet <3

I actually loved closing my eyes and counting, it gave more immersion to the experience :D

AMAZING.

I played for the first time on itch app and LOVED I also thought that it should have music, it LOOKS like it has music, it's too good to be that good and not have music, if you know what I mean. So i went to browser, and yeah, there's a soundtrack.

Which is to say - this is consistent. All the elements go together so well that I instinctively deduced the absence when I didn't have any reason to register it.

The writing is sublime and poetic. The angst, the party, the city, I love it and I'm there. While the whole thing is not particularly horny, the few lines that were about bodies were just e l e c t r i c.

Thank you for this game, I love it.

Thank you! Seriously, kind words mean so much, I spent two days after submitting this game terrified that normal people will tell me to get lost and scrape this thing from the internet :D

The status reports were half of the fun in making this game tbh, and I'm excited with what I explored while making them - for example how the "mechanical" "non-plot" text is just as important (if not MORE important) to the feel of the story as the "narrative" text (false dichotomy, but useful). Or how the use of the mechanic forces me to write more exciting scenes.

I write games in my day-to-day life (just not erotic games), so I know about these things, but they hit differently on a project that is so deeply personal.  So seeing how this game starts to work better for me when I use the mechanic was awesome.

Also, I normally don't write functions, variables are all I need, so spending a day hyperfocused on teaching my smut how to count was surprising and interesting :D

Oh, thank you so much! I'll think about another wording :)

Thanks! :)