You’re too kind!! x3 I didn’t really think anyone would read my ramblings cos I know I can get extremely longwinded, haha.
It means a lot that you took the time to listen & that you ended up liking the track!
I’ve been absolutely blown away so far by the submissions I’ve managed to listen to :3 It’s all extremely inspiring. At the same time, I also feel kinda bad that I went with such a self-indulgent approach considering others have come up with fully fleshed-out game concepts >.< But with the little time I had after discovering the jam so late, it was kind of this or nothing, haha.
A part of me wondered if perhaps it would have been better to sit it out and just wait until the next one so that I could dedicate more time to it because I started to worry that maybe my rushed approach was somewhat disrespectful. Reading what you wrote makes me feel like it’s more acceptable though :3
Heck, the community in general has been so incredibly supportive & inclusive that I could cry! I mean, I’ve been part of game jams before with amazing communities, but this is my first one that’s specifically for music, and there’s something about the people here that just seems extra special!
I generally don’t allow myself to work on stuff outside of my game projects because it feels like it would be sort of a waste of time if I can’t use a track in something, like I’m not being productive >.< Deep down though, I do kinda wish I could spend more time just working on all sorts of music, haha.
The only other time I’ve ever allowed myself to make a piece that’s more on the personal side was the opening theme for a jam game I made last year, but that felt excusable because the entire game was pretty personal & I used it as a way to work through how I was feeling at the time!
It didn’t seem as self-indulgent as this because I could at least say it also mirrored the protagonists’s feelings, not just mine, haha. If you’re ever interested in giving it a listen, it’s this one here (https://youtu.be/DscyNspDNmc) It was cathartic at the time, but now I can’t even listen to or look at that project because it instantly brings me back to how I was feeling at the time, and I want to run as far away from that as I can >.<
Anyways, I’m rambling again, sorry x3 Thank YOU for all your kind words :3
Also, I just had a chance to listen to your track, but I will go gush about that on your submission page, haha.