Please do ramble as much as you feel like, I'm invested at this point ahaha
I'm incredibly happy you took the leap, the work you've provided like i said really touched me personally.
The community has been insanely supportive, I actually would have never expected to find this much talent and support in one place.
i definitely would love to hear more from you even outside games but I understand that we definitely also have limited time and willpower.
I also listened to your link on Youtube, is it you singing? Also the whole song superb again, really liked it and of course resonated with me again.
I don't think you should be so harsh on yourself (easier said then done!), you might feel as if what you were writing was self-indulgent, now and even previously, but I assure you a lot of people can relate and find solace in having your "voice" to go through all these feelings we have. I understand that it's also hard for yourself to listen to past things because they evoke feelings you might not want to process again, in that sense i really feel like your music has that therapeutic quality, not just for yourself again but for others too.
I will follow closely your next endeavor for sure!