Honestly if that's your takeaway on how things played out, however tired and having other focuses as you are, I'd like to request a refund.
Godot at the end of the day is just a tool and that shouldn't deter you from developing it further because some drama happened, which may or may not affect the development of the engine as you claim it will.
Godot addressed all the backlash it got from the controversy, and if you still have trouble with that I can only think your problem with it lies elsewhere.
Please process my refund.
Thanks