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yes yes true Lor can be very serious and probably people who dont know him enough might step back :3 tho ı think he would also mean his words although he is mostly harmless so thats why ıt makes them intimidating 0w0

as for teaching.... ehhh my level is too hight for them sadly so even they would be interested in stories in my micro teaching video my university prof told me that my level is higher than student's level so they were having difficult time to keep up tho she also said ıf ı try this lesson plan on high level class ıt would give amazing results hopefully ı will try to do my best on that haha XD maybe in future they will love me. ıf ı can be a teacher ;w; things are bit complicated here

thank youu >w< my mind likes sleeping alot so ı cant keep it awake most of the night time anyway ıt only stays awake when ım too stressed for some deadline or exam on the corner x-x 

ı actually one little story draft ı once wrote... ı call it draft because ı havent polished it yet alot like ı want to make emotions and thoughts appear more clear thorough the movements but ı havent find a chance to do it yet. though my few friends told me ıts beautiful even in this shape so ı will drop it here too :3 ıts been a while ı showed my stories and poems to someone so ım overly excited haha ^^;;; sadly this is a tragic one but ı saw this one so vividly while listening some sad instrumental song so ı wanted to write it hopefully one day ı will rewrite it in polished version ^^ : 


one day in midnight strangely white woman slowly reaching the old home she once stayed in remembering the days with her father while she slowly walk towards she looks at the city street below the hill she is on and remembers the day she was little she watched people who are in night festival and there are many tons of red orange and yellow in the festival lights and fabrics of people's clothes or even decorations on shops she remembers that she wants to attend to festival but her father stops her saying that that place can be pretty dangerous for her and he adds since people dont know them they may be careful around them either then to make his daughter happy he simply teaches her one dance that happens to be played by the dancers in the festival (something close to a ballet) womans remembers the memories and reaches the home. sky having no stars and moon being crescent there is not much light on house which makes unable to tell how big it is but ıts not difficult the say ıts a pretty big house. woman enters in waltz around entrance floor then she slowly speaks ''ıts seems like I have arrived on time as ı promised'' her face expressions are unreadable yet her acts and voice is calm. she slowly takes off her long coat and lights one of the old lambs on the wall her black color dress gets seen as she takes off a ballet shoes off her bag and wears them. after getting it done she puts her other shoes in front of the exit door. she walks into complete darkness until she stands on the middle of the room. she slowly turns around seeing nothing but pith black because of the lack of light. she slowly inhales and exhales before she starts speaking again ''today ı will do my one of best dances ı worked so hard on. ı hope ıt will go well'' she softly smiles to darkness as ıf she waits a response.. in complete silence. she breaths again and closes her eyes slowly doing a bow and starts to her dance she remembers every move of that festival dance she saw on that city.. which also she practised many times in these walls.. she remembers the colors ..red..orange...yellow she also remember how everyone smiles in those colors.. but these were not the only time she saw these pretty colors either... she turns around her gracefully while her movements becomes more and more fast with time remaining her eyes closed.. she remember the time when she saw those colors in this house.. as she was walking towards her home. she remembered the memory a little girl looking at her house with huge Suprise.. she saw these colors wrapping up her house ... red..orange..yellow... everywhere moving lively around the house... a fire... her dance becomes pretty fast.. with her eyes closed she can almost see it again.. seeing everything.. every furniture was swallowed by those pretty colors making a massive scary noise of crackling a girl screams top of her lungs calling out for her father.... scared crying... afraid of those colors getting bigger and bigger she screams.. then suddenly woman falls into the floor as her feet trips over a stone....woman slowly opens her eyes.. this times she was floor clearly and all those black dust she actually swiped everywhere on it. she slowly looks up. a white light coming inside of a house from broken ceiling showing the sky.. she notices ıts already morning.. she looks at the house .. broken black Furnitures fallen over chandelier and tons of many other black ''stones'' once were different things.. she gets up slowly and then chuckles ''sorry ı got ahead of myself.. but ı do still think ı managed the dance very well except the end'' ... '' what do you think father?'' she spoke to complete pitch black mountains of burned wooden poles,marble ,stone and the fallen upper floor..


ım glad your meal was good hehe food is something ı really love so to me people should enjoy it always!